Catching Up

Well it has been a while since I posted, a lot has happened. Mr. Man is taking a 2nd job. Only to put his name further out there. I know in the near future he will own his own business, just like he dreams of doing. Which means more work for me, but thats ok. He is now a CWI., to go with all of his welding background. My Dad is going to get married this month. That is very hard for me. I don't want him to be alone but, I am not real sure this one is for him. I guess he is a big boy and if he is making a mistake its his to make. It just makes me sad because with this lady I cant handle spending a lot of time with him. My poor kids are trying to be understanding, but they are learning to not to expect to see him a lot. That one kills me, because they have had enough loss in their life's. My dad has always been very very close to them, but this lady that he is marrying is having to raise her 3 grand kids so that pretty much pushes mine out the door. I guess we will adjust, the main thing is to not let myself slip back into depression. On another note my kids are growing up fast... Oldest boy now has a girlfriend that he spends time with, that is scary. I DO NOT want to become a grandmother, I now see how easy that can happen. We re being open with him, and trying to be strict with him about this. Middle girl has cheerleader tryouts next month, and her moody mouthiness isn't to far behind oldest. Youngest son is doing so much better in school and growing more everyday. If I can just keep him from turning into a teen it will be great lol. I better come outta my haze and fast because my kids are leaving me behind.